Who am I?

My “Soul Searching” blog post are basically a personal journal of my life, and what is going on in it.


This year 2018 the word that keeps popping up in my head is “New Beginning”. Now since December 2017 I had this feeling that this year was going to be a lot of new things happening to me, new beginnings, and i knew that it would be both positive, and negative things. But the final result will always end up making it a new beginning of something else. With that being said I am definitely changing my world perspective on a rapid pace. Right now I’am in a weird position in my view of life. I’am reading, listening to podcast, and searching everyday on subjects like philosophy, science, literature, nature, animals, universe, astronomy, music, art, psychology, and even a bit of politics. Right now I’am absorbing information and I can’t get enough of it. With all of this learning it is starting to make me feel more lost then I ever been, but to me that is the most beautifulest thing in the world. I live so that I can be lost because when you are lost, to me that is when you are living. Also three new things have happened to me in these past 3 months which are:

  1. I got my original music onto Spotify which has been a life time goal for me, and is definitely one of the most amazing things to happen to me. It is inspiring me to keep making music everyday.
  2. I am a college student and I have already received my A.A. degree and after that degree I was pursuing a A.S. degree in web programming. I was very interested in it and for the past two years I have been working on it. Right now I’m only 5 classes away from receiving the degree. Well this semester I was enrolled in three of those classes but I just wasn’t feeling it. I was getting depressed, and stressed every time I had to do an assignment. I just didn’t want to do it anymore at all. So one thing led to another and will a lot of stress. I dropped out of all those college classes. Now my next step in my educational career is to study psychology and maybe english and pursue to get a bachelors degree this fall.
  3. This month in march I brought my first car (used)! I am very happy! I had a old 2001 car with over 200,000 miles. It is a great car and I am thankful that I had it, but I had it for a little over 5 years, and I am getting older. Well, I am just very excited and thankful that I have a newer car.


So in these past three months so many new beginnings has happened to me, and I am learning so many different things everyday. I am a bit nervous for some reason about what else will happen because I’am still trying to process all of these things that has happened to me.

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6 thoughts on “Who am I?

  1. So happy that all these wonderful things are happening to you my friend! And such a handsome guy too! 2018 has been one hell of an eye-opener for me too, and your statement, “I live so that I can be lost because when you are lost, to me that is when you are living.” is SO AMAZING and true, I feel like I am living it as a mantra in my life right now. Keep doing what you are doing, and keep pushing forward, I feel in my heart that many more wonderful things are in store for you! Great car too! ❤

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    1. Thank you for your positive feedback. I truly appreciate you commenting. And that is good that this year has opened your eyes! And yes I love being lost. Thanks for the nice comment about my car! 😃 keep doing your best and keep growing!

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      1. Aww thank you my friend! You honor me with keeping up with my blog when you get a chance to, and reading all my crazy thoughts I put out there into the WordPress universe!! I wish you all the best too! Happy driving! ❤

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  2. Congrats on all that you’ve done and are now doing. Just flow with each day and always trust your gut. Life can be as easy or hard as you want it to be. If I had it to do all over I would do these things and laugh more and worry less. All the best Anthony on your life travels 🙂

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    1. Thank you so much! I appreciate your wonderful advice. That is exactly what I’m trying to do. Keep flowing with life and overall just try to make everyday feel content at the end of it. I wish you the best on your life travels and keep growing! I always appreciate your support. 😀

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