Am I made for more?
As I keep getting older, my concepts and beliefs about life change rapidly. Things that I once believed that was so true I now do not believe in. Activities that I once loved, now are not so interesting. I have had this experience many times in my life. I basically figure all the things I like or want to do and all the things I don’t like or want to do. The things that I don’t want to do I erase out of my life, and I begin searching and discovering new things to bring into my life.
One thing that always stuck with me is that I love learning new things. New ideas, concepts, hobbies, interest, activities, the list goes on and on. Since I was small that is the only thing that I wanted to do is learn new things and now that I am 23 years old it stuck to me. It is a bittersweet kind of situation for me because learning new things is truly amazing and I can not live this life without striving to learn new things, but in order to learn new things you much search. Searching can become tiring, and stressful. At times I just want to settle with all the things I already know but my mind and body won’t let me.
I have been having this feeling lately that I am suppose to express myself in a more greater and clearer way. I have been stressing and feeling a bit down because I keep searching and trying to express my thoughts, emotions, and concepts through my original music I make, these blog post, and I also create basic music videos on youtube for my songs, and recently I began drawing and painting to express myself, but I know deep down there is a bigger picture or movement that is in me, or that I can create.
Links to get more personal with “When Stars Misguide Us”!
- Website = Blog, Music, and Videos
- Youtube = Original Music and Videos.
- Stars Misguide Spotify = Original Music.
- WSMU Spotify = Over 600 playlist I created
- Instagram = @starsmisguide (If you want to get to know me more)
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