There is strength in finding fulfillment within rather than looking outside.
I am Not Afraid
I stay away from evil spirits and people, but when I meet and talk to them, I look them right in their eyes, and I am not afraid of them.
Their temptations, intentions, and dark emotions do not alter my mind and emotions.
I am always me, no matter who I am talking to. I still question them and their choices and existence respectfully and curiously. I am not afraid to offend them.
Most of them need clarification on my lifestyle, soul, and personality. They can’t put me in a box, and they can’t figure me out.
They don’t understand how I am so happy and content with simple things like spending the majority of my free time with my wife, child, and family, and when I am not with them, I am reading, writing, thinking, organizing, and creating music.
I create concepts and art about helpful things and hopeful things, besides sulking in the negative.
They don’t understand how I don’t need things to distract my mind from my life. It’s because I love living my life.
All I need is the people who love me to love me and be with me, and I am content.
I don’t need anyone to accept me, and I don’t need anyone to come into my circle or tribe. If you do want to you will have to earn it. And if you don’t want to, that is okay.
Because I love talking to people and listening to their perspectives, and I will always try to be a good person and friend to anyone who wants me to, but that does not mean you are in my circle, and people can feel that from me and most of the time it bothers them, and they begin to hate me and eventually leave my life.
A high majority of everyone who abandoned having a relationship with me left on a neutral basis.
They stopped talking to me, and I gave them nothing but positive advice and memories.
They would start saying mean and rude things about me, and even make up things about me because they didn’t understand all the different layers of my life.
You can just get to know me, my concepts, and life in a few conversations. You have to get to know me over time, have hours of conversations, and understand the way I think. You have to research me, and no matter what, I am researching them.
Most people don’t want that much attention, care, and depth.
I completely understand, but this is just me, and I can’t turn it down. I am a 0 or 100 type of person, and when I go in the middle, it usually is a work kind of relationship.
I am not complex, and I do not think I am special. I just know that I am self-aware and love understanding others.
I know that I am different than most people that I have come across in my life, and honestly, it is thousands of unique individuals.
But I am thankful for my wife because she was the first person to ever understand me, research me, accept me, understand how I think, and love me for it.
She was the first person to see that everything I say and do truly comes from a good place and that I have high feelings and empathy.
When I question someone’s life, I am not trying to hurt them; I am only trying to learn from them, understand them, hear them, and listen to them.
I am only trying to be a friend.
Get to know me by reading more personal writings from me.
Find yourself, fall in love, and explore life.
Stay Misguided
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