When Stars Misguide Us

Today is my birthday and I have turned 30 years old. Here are my thoughts and feelings.

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Being a dad gives me purpose in my life

I am feeling so emotional. I love my life and everyone in it. I love my kids and my wife.

Emily and Vincent are truly perfect. Being a father and husband gives me purpose in my life that I have been looking for since I was a child.

All these years that have passed by me where I was searching for an answer through religion, Jesus, spirituality, souls, writing, creating music, music, relationships, reading books, creating, ideas, sports, friends, etc. everything I tried and every relationship does not come close to being a father and husband.

Being a father to my kids and spending time with them and talking to them and playing with them for hours everyday is my purpose and give me so much joy and emotions that it makes me want to cry with happiness.

I am so glad that I had kids because it is the greatest feeling that a human can experience in my opinion. I know that being a parent or having kids or being married isn’t for everyone because nothing is for everyone.

I know that parenthood is going to get more difficult as they grow old and one day they will have their own family, but I am ready for all of it.

Working with Sara raising our kids is something that I love doing.

I love all the small moments we have with our new family.

I love when we all are hanging around and doing nothing just talking and making each other laugh and making silly sounds.

We all give each other 100 percent attention and thoughts and emotions.

I wish these days didn’t go by so fast and I wish that I could pause these moments or at least capture them and put them away so that maybe one day I can experience it again. 

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